What are you?

Ivan the Terrible and His Son Ivan on November 16th, 1581 by Ilya Repin (1885)

“You are what you do, not what you say you'll do.”

― Carl Gustav Jung

Talking seems to be one of the most productive yet futile activities possible.

On one hand, simple conversations reveal hidden aspects and techniques for otherwise impenetrable subjects that elude even the most disciplined scholars. But on the other, mindless babble acts as a sink that displaces tangible action with perceived accomplishment. Corporate meetings come to mind, or the daytime meanderings of coloured squawking parrots flailing around their painted signs.

Say it. Do it.

Although this simple mantra is uncommon in general practice, especially in professional settings, it does prescribe a set of valued and revered behaviours as punctuality and trustworthiness are all derivatives of this concise philosophy.

As if they were high-end fashion designs attempting to lure luxury customers into a sale, organizational values fall flat when compared with real behaviours needed beyond paper, plastic and screens. Notably because the goal of these openly stated values is purely to manage perception, which is cast upon servile customers and employees by persuading them with a soft lullaby of soothing words and fake smiles.

Naturally the aggregations as above are reflections from below, since so many self-righteous individuals parade through life touting idealistic values backed by meaningless action. After all feeding the needy, helping the destitute and ending conflict paints the image of a wonderful world, but not if total responsibility and control is delegated to a ruling class of demons. Sadly, inconvenient labours are often exchanged for self-serving material pleasures and comfort.

If you are what you do, then what are most people?

Selfish pig lady in slop by Creepy Substack AI

The camera and mirror are enemies of the ego.

Consequently so, an outfitted mask is selected to tranquilize the maddening conflict which brews between the imagination and reality. How many selfie stars would dare expose anything beyond their well crafted public image? Truthfully, most of us do things that contradict our imagined self-images, whether it’s the lies we tell others or the lies we tell ourselves. The mirror reflects an image not one of beauty and grace, but a truth uglier than the most hideously feral and deranged creature, a truth trivially hidden behind make-up, titles and self-serving idolatry.

If you stand in front of the mirror and ask “who am I,” what will you see?

A lot see themselves as the big dog, a hero or a saviour deity, but the mirror usually reflects the opposite. Compare this thought with the actions and decisions you observed from your friends, family members and co-workers within the last four years. What you’ll see is not pretty, it’s ugly and unbecoming.

Do you know many big dogs, heroes or saviour deities? I don’t.

However I know a lot of cowards, villains and selfish demons who like to pretend otherwise, and quite frankly this is one motivation for moving far, far away into the country because the country I grew up in is dead, reduced to a hollow netherworld, a mockery of its former brilliance. I’ll take my chances in the desert moons of Saturn than be surrounded by hordes of shadow people hiding behind plastic masks, injected with a false sense of safety and superiority.

If you are what you do, then most people are evil.

Bearers of evil tidings by Udo Keppler (1911)

Obviously, no one wants to look at such an ugly picture of the world.

And so they paint their own, with broad strokes of course. But some stains are so persistent they’ll show through even the strongest paints, and unfortunately some stains are showing through the latest coat.

I like to spend time reading through what normies are told to think, self-punishment I know but necessary to avoid stepping barefoot into another nest of hungry ticks.

And my, what an ugly picture that paints.

The former dean of medicine at McGill University says Canadians should not forget about the shortage of vaccines the country faced during a very difficult moment in the COVID-19 pandemic.

“We like to forget things that have happened that are difficult,” Dr. Abe Fuks told CTV News Toronto.

“So when there’s a pandemic, at a societal level, or when someone has been ill, at an individual level, we like to get on with our life afterwards and forget the bad times.”

— Tsekouras, P. (2022). Why domestic vaccine production across Canada is key to controlling another pandemic

Things that have happened are difficult, but not for the reasons outlined in the article.

Although granted this is an older article, it appears to be aging quite well.

So far, dozens of herds across various U.S. states have been infected with this form of influenza A. While it appears to cause milder infections in cows, H5N1 has also been linked to stunning death rates of 50 per cent or more in other species, including various birds, cats and even humans, though more data and research is needed to fully understand the risks.

"I think we're way behind the virus," warned Matthew Miller, an immunologist and vaccine developer with McMaster University, who's among the Canadians working on H5N1 research.

— Pelley, L. (Apr. 2024). Scientists warn Canada 'way behind the virus' as bird flu explodes among U.S. dairy cattle

Normie news is polluted with bird flu infecting cats, cows and maybe even household plants, but this is a US presidential election year after all, so these shenanigans aren’t that unexpected.

However, there’s a more disturbing trend of informative pollution with the deployment of another rapidly developed miracle drug that’ll “save more lives” than it plans to take.

O'Connell added that active discussions are under way across federal agencies about what the key triggers would be for deploying H5N1 vaccine doses. She also said discussions are still under way with mRNA vaccine makers Pfizer and Moderna, with an announcement expected soon on how the companies might be involved in vaccine development.

— Schnirring, L. (May 2024). HHS advances plan to produce 4.8 million H5N1 vaccine doses

The CDC is now looking for an excuse, key triggers, to deploy this novel cure, an odd use of combat terms if I do say so myself. "We're in rich discussions across federal agencies," which is probably true since speculators are putting their chips in.

Cancer treatment is one of the pharmaceutical industry’s biggest, most lucrative markets. It’s been a prized target of biotechs like Moderna and BioNTech, which have sought to extend their messenger RNA technology beyond infectious diseases like Covid-19 or RSV.

— Rockoff, J. (Mar. 2024). Moderna, BioNTech Stocks Rise on New mRNA Possibilities

However, I do agree with some out-of-context statements from the previous article.

“We often forget, we think its over with, we’re okay now,” Fuks said. “And sadly, with every crisis, we forget, and pray there won’t be a next one. Now it’s fine to pray, but you have to get ready.” 

— Tsekouras, P. (Jan. 2022). Why domestic vaccine production across Canada is key to controlling another pandemic

I do agree, we’re not okay.

And yes we do need to pray, but we also have to get ready.

Christ Instructing Peter and John to Prepare for the Passover by Vincenzo Civerchio (1504)

What have people done in the last four years?
What are people doing now?
What are people going to do?

This is what defines who they are — and who you and I are.

Whether or not the corporate military complex is able to pull off another mass hysteria event, like before, is yet to be seen but these lifeless entities will keep trying because perverse financial incentives and lucrative promises of absolute control are too great a temptation. Fortunately, I suspect the majority have some kind conditioning to avoid some coof-related scams given the emergence of injury related stories in normie news, which would have been buried before as misinformation.

Although this is the brighter side to a very dim light.

The cost of the program is dependent on how many people apply for compensation, the spokesperson said.

As of December, OXARO has received 2,233 claims and approved 138 of them.

The available statistics do not specify which vaccines were involved.

Of the 488 deaths reported after people were vaccinated for COVID-19, four were directly linked to the shot, the most recent Health Canada report indicates.

— Osman, L. (Apr. 2024). Vaccine injury compensation fund gets additional $36M from feds

What do you think about these writers?
What do their actions make them?
What’s the true cost of this misinformative pollution?

More than 96 million doses of COVID-19 vaccine have been administered in Canada. Health experts note the risks associated with contracting COVID-19 far outweigh the risks of vaccination.

— Larsen, K. (Jan. 2023). $2.8 million paid out so far by Vaccine Injury Support Program

Whether or not the bird flu narrative flies is questionable, since the previous narrative of 100% safe and effective vaccines, that prevented transmission and saved civilization, turned out to be medical misinformation spread by corporate news and corporate governments. The only truth for these scum are financial interests and lucrative promises of absolute control, but bird flu flight still remains to be seen.

However next time would be no different.

And you should never trust a demon.

The main question being, what kind of person are you now?

Implying, what are you going to do?

The past few years have significantly altered my behaviour, for the better and for the worst. Unfortunately, I’ll never be able to view my country or countrymen in the same light again, because that picture has too many irreparable stains. Everywhere I look wreaks of decadence and decay. Not the most healthy or productive mindset, I know, yet that negativity does bring about some positive behaviours.

So far I’ve planted a massive first succession garden, with the intention of producing a year’s worth of potatoes and squash for a household of four. I’m putting in a second succession shortly to cover any potential loses, and I’ve already established a relationship with a food bank in the event I produce a bumper crop. And I’m learning the hard way that annuals are a lot of work, and for this reason I’m planting over forty fruit trees and bushes along with one hundred berry plants, with the same goal in mind of concocting jams, pie filling, juice and more.

Those are just our garden activities.

We also have a brand new flock of laying hens, an order of guinea hen eggs and plans to raise meat birds as well. We even have an extra stray cat who needed a hand.

That ugly outlook does come with some benefits and new friends.

If the last few years has taught me anything, supply chains can’t be trusted in times of crisis and prices won’t return to normalcy any time soon. I know I’ve been studying inflation for awhile, but shit grocery prices still stun me. And sadly I’m certain they’ll get even worse. Our financial system is dead and our governments seem hell bent for us to follow it to the grave.

Dig for Plenty. Grow food in your garden or get an allotment by Mary Le Bon (1939-1946)

Your value systems and beliefs are not glass figurines; they need to be materialized.

Are you shattered by the vestiges of horror created by an evil spirit that possessed your mind whilst you sunk into a deep ocean of fear?

Regardless of what you did in the last four years, you have a choice now.

You are what you do, so do something good.

If you want to spread good throughout the world, then you have to do good; very simple to say but immensely difficult to do. Likewise if you have no interest in being of service to others, and would rather be of service to yourself, then a pig's existence awaits. But be mindful of the river now that you've cast yourself into a filthy sow.

Whatever your belief system, whatever you ideals or values, you must implement them. If you call yourself a Christian, do you behave like Christ? If you call yourself a Buddhist, are you unmoved by the tempest of worldly events? Correcting the behaviour in the world begins first and foremost by correcting the behaviour within ourselves. So when the fallen gods seeking to control this material world play their next piece, what are you going to do?